Worse day ever... R.I.P Mom

MobileAudio219 · Post by **MobileAudio219** » Sun May 03, 2009 4:36 pm

My grandma found my mom dead this morning. She died in her sleep of natural causes. She was my favorite person ever and will be saddly missed. She had alot of health problems, but she has been doing really well lately so this came as a huge shock.

My mom was a woman of great faith and overall a very happy person dispite her misfortunes. She went blind some years back due to other health issues, but rather than feeling sorry for herself she decided to go back to college to finish her teaching degree. Anytime I had any problems I hop in my car and go talk it over with momma.

I'm going to miss stopping by and visting her all the time. Everytime I'd walk in the door I'd say "hello momma", and she reply "hello sunny boy." It's funny, it's the little things that I'll miss the most.

We are a very close knit family, one of us kid's were always at her house. Though she was blind and otherwise physically handicap, she was quick to cook you something to eat.

If your mother is still living call her and tell her you love her, tomorrow may be to late.

I love you mom!

Bwcad1 · Post by **Bwcad1** » Sun May 03, 2009 4:53 pm

This is the kind of things that bring tears to grown men's eye's buddy. Ive been dealt quite a few death cars in my life and i know your pain. There is nothing and i mean nothing that anyone can say to help you with the pain. Thousands of kinds words can be spoken and none will break through the barrier of grief and pain. If you need anything my friend you let me know if you don't have my number ill pm it to ya. do your best to remember the good times and work your way thought it the best you can. Time cures all wound's and eventually it will numb this pain away.

take it easy my friend and call if you need to talk.

its kind of odd we just found out yesterday that one of the worlds great bass racer's ed
gardner passed away Thursday of a drug overdose.

OnYrMrk · Post by **OnYrMrk** » Sun May 03, 2009 5:07 pm

You know that I really like hearing that she was a woman of great faith, which means she is absent from her body and present with the Lord. Take great comfort with that.
The Bible says that " this too shall pass ". No one said it will be easy, but with you mother in heaven, her eyes are healed, she can see perfectly and is living in a perfect body.

God Bless you brother, if you need anything, please don't hesitate to ask. I will help out however I can.

--Joe

MobileAudio219 · Post by **MobileAudio219** » Sun May 03, 2009 5:09 pm

Thanks Bill and Joe.

I find myself being teary eyed one second, then smiling the next. We had a lot of really good memories. When it hurts the most one of good memories will pop in my head and I just have to smile/laugh. My mom was the greatest person I have ever known, and will ever know.

We're having the memorial tuesday morning, she wanted to be cremated and her ashes spread at our old campgrounds/river. It's hard to say goodbye.

NorthQuad · Post by **NorthQuad** » Sun May 03, 2009 5:16 pm

That is so sad. It really does bring a tear to find out your mom passed away. She sounds like a wonderful person.

Ryan from Ohio · Post by **Ryan from Ohio** » Sun May 03, 2009 6:31 pm

Sorry to hear about your loss.

loudwagon15s · Post by **loudwagon15s** » Sun May 03, 2009 6:43 pm

wow, i'm really sorry to hear about your loss. I can only dream of being that close with my mom

MobileAudio219 · Post by **MobileAudio219** » Sun May 03, 2009 6:56 pm

Thanks guys.

I loved her dearly, but it's god will so.......

ZeroAccess · Post by **ZeroAccess** » Mon May 04, 2009 9:36 am

I am sorry for your loss

MobileAudio219 · Post by **MobileAudio219** » Mon May 04, 2009 12:23 pm

Thanks.

I went and sat at her apartment listening to her favorite christian rock station, it was almost like she was there. I talked, she listened.

I still feel like she's still some what here, I hope that never goes away.